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[bakudan_bambino]

You know it's because I want you to be happy, right? Because you're my friend, and I like and care about you.

[he'd rather assist someone broken if he can't fix them. Some things don't mend.]

[messenger]

i know
but it can be painful to help someone and watch them stay the same

i know you were hurt when i said the alcohol was the help
will you also be hurt if your attemps to help me don't change anything?

[bakudan_bambino]

Maybe

but maybe it's also wrong that I try to change you

perhaps it's better if I focus on changing other things

[messenger]

like what?

[bakudan_bambino]

your obstacles

[messenger]

and what would those be?

[bakudan_bambino]

Don't know. Guess I'll just find out what may trouble you and do my best to stop it.

I can't do anything to help if you are the source of your troubles.

[messenger]

i usually am

[bakudan_bambino]

Then I am no help

[messenger]

but there are still things you can help me with
i don't know anything about the city

[bakudan_bambino]

but you're hardly ever in the city

[messenger]

well, it's hard to travel without a contract or a chaperone
especially since i can't fly

[bakudan_bambino]

Maybe you ought to focus on getting a contract BEFORE coming to me about the city.

[messenger]

im trying

[bakudan_bambino]

ok

[messenger]

im sorry, gokudera

i was just trying to explain why im not in the city

[bakudan_bambino]

I get it

So you need help finding a contract?

[messenger]

i need help learning how to live in a city like this, among humans
i need to know what's expected of me
and how to act

[bakudan_bambino]

get a contract and have your dom teach you

[messenger]

um
okay

[bakudan_bambino]

We need to get you a Dominant to contract with first

There are humans all over the place. Ask me more specific questions and I can help.

As far as expectations go there are different ones and I’m not really interested in what the fuck the city wants.

And I can’t just know what other people expect so it’s not something I can tell you anyways.

[messenger]

i don't just mean this city specifically
i mean... in general
i haven't lived as a human very long, and it's been years since then

[bakudan_bambino]

okay

Well I don’t know what it’s like to not be human so again specific questions will get you better answers

[messenger]

i don't have any right now
but i will
if it's okay to ask

[bakudan_bambino]

yeah

I hope that you do

Questions are good.