[ It comes out a wrecked noise, cock twitching, hips jerking, fingers against Cas' face sliding into his hair, tangling his fingers in it, gripping tight. ]
[ ah. that's his signal to back off, he thinks. see, he can play this by ear and still be okay at it— castiel eases off slowly, a string of spit connecting his damp bottom lip to the tip of dean's cock before it snaps. he draws his tongue across his mouth and glances back up at dean. just looking, for a moment. taking in the sight of him, the way he looks in this light.
[ a thrill rushes up through his stomach, and he moves around dean toward the sheer stone wall just in front of him. he watches him for a moment, eyes flickering down from his face over the length of his body, his flushed cock hanging out from the open v of his jeans that he opened. this is his doing, he thinks, and feels a thrill of both pride and trepidation for speeding the trajectory of this thing between them, this new form their relationship has taken.
he's been changing, and it's been changing with him. but at its center, it's still the same creature.
[ The glisten of precum, the flush, the hardness of him - all Cas' doing. Dean's cheeks are pink, freckles standing out, a smile pulling at the corners of his mouth. ]
Just like that, yes.
[ Dean presses behind him, hands dropping to Cas' hips before sliding them to fumble with the loincloth Cas insists on wearing, tugging at it to get it out of the way. ]
[ castiel licks his lips, a knot of tension tightening in the small of his back, something light and fluttery doing circuits in his stomach as dean reaches to pull the loincloth aside. his fingers are cool where they brush the curve of his ass, his skin burning hot. a shaky breath escapes him, hands shifting against the wall while his anticipation and trepidation both mount. ]
[ He teases up, fingers slick from the oil Cas gave him, teasing at
him before gripping himself in his hand and pressing his cockhead right
against the seam. ]
This what you want?
[ His lips are by Cas' ear, chest plastered up against his back.
It's damn sure what Dean wants. ]
[ castiel stops, nods. he shivers at the touch of dean's fingers, the touch of his cock, the muscles in his shoulders knotting, and sinks his teeth int his bottom lip. then he closes his eyes and opens his mouth. even in this light, he's sure that dean can see him, but— ]
[ It takes nothing for Dean to thrust hom, bury himself in Cas, in
his friend, in the person he's become so intimate with, so deeply connected
to. There's something stirring there, something he doesn't understand,
hasn't felt in...
[ castiel's mouth falls open and a sound catches high and light in the back of his throat, not quite a whimper— more like a breath caught at the wrong angle. dean buries himself deep and his neck arcs, head tilted back, his arms folding under their bodies' combined weight as dean presses him toward the wall.
it's getting dark, now, but the sun-warmed stone still retains some heat, and he sighs against it, pushing his hips back against dean's then to encourage him to keep moving. it feels nice. not just the physical sensation, but the intimacy of it.
it never would have occurred to him that he could enjoy this act in that way. ]
[ Cock firmly buried deep inside Cas, Dean's free now to loop his
arm around the angels middle, palming at his belly and chest before holding
him close, hips still moving. ]
This--you are incredible, Cas.
[ It's thrilling, being out in the open like this, jeans rough
against his skin, rubbing against Cas' ass with every thrust of his hips,
skin slapping skin. ]
[ he doesn't really know what to say to that. not because it's in any way objectionable, but because he's bad at articulating his own feelings, and has no idea what you're supposed to respond to that kind of talk in this scenario. he's seen porn— hell, he's seen the act in person. he knows the kinds of things that people say in the heat of the moment.
but truth be told, he's not present enough to worry about it right now. the way dean is moving inside of him is taking him somewhere else, to a different place in his mind. somewhere nice, which is rare enough on its own.
so maybe all he can muster in response is a sound, dick caught in his loincloth, staining the fabric where he's leaking; maybe all he can do is roll his hips back ineffectually, without anything resembling finesse, pit of his navel twisting sharp and tight and burning at the searing press of dean's hot hand on his stomach. it's still good. it's all good. way-down-deep-in-his gut good. ]
[ The sound is answer enough and his fingers dig into Cas' belly, head dropping to his shoulder so he can mouth at the angels neck, drag teeth over skin. He presses in close, pace slow, deep, utterly claiming; Castiel is his, his, and he intends to make sure Cas knows it, can feel it in every deep thrust of his hips. ]
You're so tight, so tight and hot, fuck..
[ He groans, nips Cas sharply, dragging his hand further up to play with nipples, thumbing over one, pinching and twisting. ]
[ he groans with dean's words, eyes squeezing shut, stomach gone taut beneath dean's hand. and then he's sliding that hand upward over the soft swell of his chest, and he's making another, different sound. gritted from between his teeth, trying to fight back the urge to finish too soon while his nipples pebble beneath dean's rough fingers. a shiver crawls the length of his spine, dragging up through his body so thoroughly that he can feel every inch of it the same as he can feel dean inside of him. ]
How long have you— wanted—?
[ because he knows, without a doubt, that dean's wanted to do this for a while— the surety comes to him unbidden. but he knows. ]
[ Cas feels so goddamn good against him, Dean feels like he could lose him mind. Warm, solid and firm, an ethereal creature crammed into the body of a human, all right here for the taking. He's perfection, beauty personified in Dean's mind, tucked up tight as Dean fucks into him. ]
S-since--
[ It's hard to think, to go back over the years and pull up the moment he realized he wanted to fuck Cas to the moon and back. ]
When, when you fell for me. Gave it all up for me.
[ He hadn't realized right away that's what he wanted, that's when Dean himself fell, but now he knows better. He knows. ]
[ he makes another sound at dean's answer, lips parted red and wet. he draws his tongue across them, hanging his head to press his forehead to the warm stone, nails scraping the hard veneer of the wall as he gasps. he's not sure when he started wanting this. but he has an idea that it must have been quite a while ago— if he's correct in identifying this feeling now that he recognizes what it is, around the same time.
or maybe earlier.
but there's no way he could articulate any of this while dean is fucking him senseless. ]
I-I— [ he inhales, soft and sharp. ] I'm close. I'm close, Dean—
[ He sucks on Cas' neck, little kisses up to his ear as he moves, licking gently, tasting him, teasing the sweat onto his tongue. ]
I got you baby, you can cum whenever you want.
[ He tweaks Cas nipple again, using his other hand to wrap around his cock, stroking him in time with deep thrusts, slow and steady before beginning to pick up the pace, hips twisting to drag his cock over Cas' prostate. ]
[ it's not like he has to do anything special to get him off. but dean is incredibly attentive. it's another thing he's learned in a very short amount of time: this isn't something he does casually. well, in a sense, yes— in that it's "casual" sex. but he cares very much about how his partner feels.
castiel feels really good right now.
between dean's hand on his cock, and his mouth on his throat— the way his teeth catch the skin just below his ear, and the sensation of goosebumps rising as the hairs on the back of his neck stand. between the pull of his wrist and the pressure of his cock buried deep inside, his orgasm wells up strong and sweet from the center of him. cas makes another helpless sound, mouth hanging open with it, and spills over dean's hand, sticky and viscous. ]
[ Dean is lavishing all of his attention on Cas, devoting himself entirely to making him feel good, hand on his cock as he pulls him off, other on his nipple, mouth dragging over his neck. ]
There you go Cas, cum for me, you're so good, so so good...
[ He groans, feeling it spill over his hand, jerking him as he keeps fucking into him, the pressure building in his belly. He's close himself, and while he wont come perfectly with Cas, he sure as shit won't be far behind him. ]
[ cas slumps against the wall. not physically exhausted, but pleasantly weary in a way that would be difficult for him to describe. he still presses back into dean even after he's dripping over his fingers, squeezing his inner muscles around him while his cheek soaks up the warmth from the stone it's pillowed against. his eyelashes flutter. his cheeks are rosy with exertion, nipples peaked and dark.
he likes this moment, when there's nothing left for him to do, when he's finished and he's just waiting for dean to catch up to him. knowing that dean feels good, and that he's responsible for it— knowing that he can bask in that veracity. ]
[ Cas you are the prettiest little thing he ever did see.
He holds Cas close to him, hips moving faster and faster, breath heavy and damp in the angels ear, clinging to him even as he spills inside, groaning Cas' name, grip tight. ]
[ god, it feels good. his eyes squeeze shut, muscles clamping tight around dean, cock giving another grateful twitch. he lays his arm over dean's around him, lacing their fingers as he grips at his hand. it probably twinges a bit— his grip is tight, even when he's holding back. but at least he's holding on, right? ]
[ he's quiet for a little while, just breathing through the senation. the hazy glow that warms his chest, so entirely unlike his own cool grace. he tilts his head back, eyes closed, laying it against dean's shoulder, his back to dean's chest. the fabric of his shirt is warm and soft, unlike the rougher, less refined fibers woven in this place, and it reminds him of home.
his voice comes out a little slurred when he speaks, but it's impossible to know if it's a result of what they just did, or if it's because of the forty shots. ]
[ He kisses Cas' neck again and again, a lazy line from shoulder to jaw, licking at sweat, breathing slowly beginning to even out. He doesn't pull out, not just yet, only stands there and holds Cas like he's afraid one (or both) of them might simply keel over. ]
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[ It comes out a wrecked noise, cock twitching, hips jerking, fingers against Cas' face sliding into his hair, tangling his fingers in it, gripping tight. ]
I'm gonna-- lose it, if you keep that up.
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then cas climbs up off of his knees. ]
How should we—?
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Swap places with me, face the wall.
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[ a thrill rushes up through his stomach, and he moves around dean toward the sheer stone wall just in front of him. he watches him for a moment, eyes flickering down from his face over the length of his body, his flushed cock hanging out from the open v of his jeans that he opened. this is his doing, he thinks, and feels a thrill of both pride and trepidation for speeding the trajectory of this thing between them, this new form their relationship has taken.
he's been changing, and it's been changing with him. but at its center, it's still the same creature.
he places both hands against the wall. ]
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Just like that, yes.
[ Dean presses behind him, hands dropping to Cas' hips before sliding them to fumble with the loincloth Cas insists on wearing, tugging at it to get it out of the way. ]
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[ He teases up, fingers slick from the oil Cas gave him, teasing at him before gripping himself in his hand and pressing his cockhead right against the seam. ]
This what you want?
[ His lips are by Cas' ear, chest plastered up against his back. It's damn sure what Dean wants. ]
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Yes.
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Me too.
[ It takes nothing for Dean to thrust hom, bury himself in Cas, in his friend, in the person he's become so intimate with, so deeply connected to. There's something stirring there, something he doesn't understand, hasn't felt in...
well. Ever, maybe. Not like this. Not with Cas. ]
Shit.
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it's getting dark, now, but the sun-warmed stone still retains some heat, and he sighs against it, pushing his hips back against dean's then to encourage him to keep moving. it feels nice. not just the physical sensation, but the intimacy of it.
it never would have occurred to him that he could enjoy this act in that way. ]
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[ Cock firmly buried deep inside Cas, Dean's free now to loop his arm around the angels middle, palming at his belly and chest before holding him close, hips still moving. ]
This--you are incredible, Cas.
[ It's thrilling, being out in the open like this, jeans rough against his skin, rubbing against Cas' ass with every thrust of his hips, skin slapping skin. ]
I love this.
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but truth be told, he's not present enough to worry about it right now. the way dean is moving inside of him is taking him somewhere else, to a different place in his mind. somewhere nice, which is rare enough on its own.
so maybe all he can muster in response is a sound, dick caught in his loincloth, staining the fabric where he's leaking; maybe all he can do is roll his hips back ineffectually, without anything resembling finesse, pit of his navel twisting sharp and tight and burning at the searing press of dean's hot hand on his stomach. it's still good. it's all good. way-down-deep-in-his gut good. ]
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You're so tight, so tight and hot, fuck..
[ He groans, nips Cas sharply, dragging his hand further up to play with nipples, thumbing over one, pinching and twisting. ]
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How long have you— wanted—?
[ because he knows, without a doubt, that dean's wanted to do this for a while— the surety comes to him unbidden. but he knows. ]
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S-since--
[ It's hard to think, to go back over the years and pull up the moment he realized he wanted to fuck Cas to the moon and back. ]
When, when you fell for me. Gave it all up for me.
[ He hadn't realized right away that's what he wanted, that's when Dean himself fell, but now he knows better. He knows. ]
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or maybe earlier.
but there's no way he could articulate any of this while dean is fucking him senseless. ]
I-I— [ he inhales, soft and sharp. ] I'm close. I'm close, Dean—
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I got you baby, you can cum whenever you want.
[ He tweaks Cas nipple again, using his other hand to wrap around his cock, stroking him in time with deep thrusts, slow and steady before beginning to pick up the pace, hips twisting to drag his cock over Cas' prostate. ]
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castiel feels really good right now.
between dean's hand on his cock, and his mouth on his throat— the way his teeth catch the skin just below his ear, and the sensation of goosebumps rising as the hairs on the back of his neck stand. between the pull of his wrist and the pressure of his cock buried deep inside, his orgasm wells up strong and sweet from the center of him. cas makes another helpless sound, mouth hanging open with it, and spills over dean's hand, sticky and viscous. ]
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There you go Cas, cum for me, you're so good, so so good...
[ He groans, feeling it spill over his hand, jerking him as he keeps fucking into him, the pressure building in his belly. He's close himself, and while he wont come perfectly with Cas, he sure as shit won't be far behind him. ]
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he likes this moment, when there's nothing left for him to do, when he's finished and he's just waiting for dean to catch up to him. knowing that dean feels good, and that he's responsible for it— knowing that he can bask in that veracity. ]
Dean...
[ his voice is soft. marveling. ]
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He holds Cas close to him, hips moving faster and faster, breath heavy and damp in the angels ear, clinging to him even as he spills inside, groaning Cas' name, grip tight. ]
Cas--
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[ god, it feels good. his eyes squeeze shut, muscles clamping tight around dean, cock giving another grateful twitch. he lays his arm over dean's around him, lacing their fingers as he grips at his hand. it probably twinges a bit— his grip is tight, even when he's holding back. but at least he's holding on, right? ]
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[ Dean would rather he hold on that stand there like a limp fish. ]
Fuck.
[ He's shivering, cock twitching as he comes down, the entire damn town tilting on its axis around them. God...fucking damn Cas is an excellent lay. ]
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his voice comes out a little slurred when he speaks, but it's impossible to know if it's a result of what they just did, or if it's because of the forty shots. ]
That was... very good. You're very good, Dean.
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No way, Cas...you are good. Best I've ever had.
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